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Ponder? [Album Version]
04:23
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I see no harm
hiding from the change
That defines the rest of my life
Just for one hour
Let the world freeze
And pray it never open again
(And you'll be)
Hiding from the temple
Hiding from the law
Hiding from the armies and these consequences of
You can buy all your friends
But I'll hate you for free
It makes no difference now but
Boy are they after me
And when
You are up there
Look down and you'll see me
No more will I ponder
No more will I bleed
Deliver me
From the open arms
Of a thousand angels
You live so long
Then you turn around
Never examined your
Angles
And you'll be
Hiding from the arrows
Hiding from the guns
Hiding from the colors
And these threats that I'm thinking of
You can buy all your friends
But I'll hate you for free
It makes no difference now but
Boy are they after me
And when
You are up there
Look down and you'll see me
No more will I ponder
No more will I bleed
I want to hide
Away from here
And wake up where
The truth
Is clear
But I'm here
Here
Here
But I'm HERE!
You can buy all your friends
But I'll hate you for free
It makes no difference now but
Boy are they after me
And when you are up there
Turn around cuz you'll see me
Smile wave and we'll ponder
And no more will I
Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeed!
(All your friends)
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2. |
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My good ideas
Become bad ideas
Every morning
In my bed
And I've been trying hard
Just to get along
With these thoughts
Cuz they want me dead
Now I've been watching things
Now I've been reading things
Now I've been hearing things
Now here I am
And I am so damn bored
Because I know the score
And what I was fighting for
Was a scam
Sometimes
This heart
Will pump away the rust again
And you will meet
An idealized me
My bad ideas
Were once good ideas
Because of drugs
Drink
Both
But I'm sober now
And I've somehow
Have to convince myself
To get em done
And now I know it's hard
Just to get along
Cuz I am full time wrong
And it's damned
Sometimes
This heart
Will pump away the rust again
And I will feel
Real feelings
Like humans and all the rest
And I will pray
It holds back
Now I'm falling
Days like rain all the time
Seasons calling
And I'll need more than wine
Sometimes
This heart
Will pump away the rust again
And you'll meet
An idealized
Me
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3. |
Ponder? [Radio Edit]
03:44
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4. |
Ponder? [Instrumental]
04:23
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Holiday Kirk Los Angeles, California
I make nu-metal music.
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