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The Lonesome Crowded Position of Neutral [B​-​Side]

from "Ponder​?​" Maxi​-​Single by Holiday Kirk

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lyrics

My good ideas
Become bad ideas
Every morning
In my bed

And I've been trying hard
Just to get along
With these thoughts
Cuz they want me dead

Now I've been watching things
Now I've been reading things
Now I've been hearing things
Now here I am

And I am so damn bored
Because I know the score
And what I was fighting for
Was a scam

Sometimes
This heart
Will pump away the rust again
And you will meet
An idealized me

My bad ideas
Were once good ideas
Because of drugs
Drink
Both

But I'm sober now
And I've somehow
Have to convince myself
To get em done

And now I know it's hard
Just to get along
Cuz I am full time wrong
And it's damned

Sometimes
This heart
Will pump away the rust again
And I will feel
Real feelings
Like humans and all the rest

And I will pray
It holds back

Now I'm falling
Days like rain all the time
Seasons calling
And I'll need more than wine

Sometimes
This heart
Will pump away the rust again
And you'll meet
An idealized
Me

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from "Ponder​?​" Maxi​-​Single, released June 12, 2021
Written, Recorded and Engineered by Holiday Kirk
Mastered by GGGareth Calk
Recorded at Anthemclear Studios
Turntables and Samples by Captain Dugog

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I make nu-metal music.

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